To feliz ate agora... Yankees perderam um jogo e o Phillies outro...kkkkkk nao da pra ficar assim nao?

Halloween amanha... amo amo amo!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

Vou passar um friooooooooo hahahahahahaha

Ironias da minha vida...

Final do baseball: Yankees and Phillies...

Vou torcer para que os dois percam! hahahahahahaha

A vida eh muito engracadinha :p

Today I allowed myself to cry. Cry for me, for us and for all the fucking plans we've done.
Cry for all the words I heard, for all the kisses I won't have.
I didn't want to miss you, I didn't want to lose you, but fuck, I do, I did...
All I wanted now was to have your arms around me and that feeling that everything would be alright and nothing, nothing would keep us apart. Because fuck (again) you told me that, anything would keep us apart.
I could blame the PMS again but today I blame my weak heart so desperate for love.

So pra dizer que to bem :)

Agora moro aqui

...

And I'm moving today. Another house, another family, city, state. Another chapter.
I still don't know what I'm feeling.
Wasn't a good night, I felt lonely and that is never good.

Novos anjos

Eu sou cercada de anjos, encontro com eles todos os dias e faco questao de deixa-los saber que sem eles minha vida nao seria a mesma.
Mas hoje eu quero falar de um novo anjo que apareceu na minha vida nessas ultimas semanas. A Carol tem um blog que fala sobre florais, ela eh terapeuta floral e ao ler os posts eu me encantei. Todos nos temos coisas que queremos mudar, certos comportamentos, pensamentos que nao nos agradam e eu nao sou uma excecao. Eu sentia necessidade de mudar e estava pronta para isso (o que eh essencial) entao resovi me consultar com ela.
Como ela mora no Canada as consultas sao feitas por email, o mais incrivel eh que a Carol tem o poder de ler nas entrelinhas, de te fazer enxergar o que realmente esta acontecendo com voce. Depois de alguns emails ela te receita os florais. Mas a melhor parte eh que ela nao me abandonou, ela segue comigo, querendo saber como estou, se preocupando.
Ela esteve comigo esses dias, me aconselhando, me consolando e me ajudando. Da pra perceber o carinho e o cuidado dela em cada palavra, sabe uma pessoa iluminada? Pois eh...
Carol, muito obrigada, voce esta fazendo parte da minha legiao de anjos :)

Do amor de irma

Do blog da minha irma:
http://blanketofretalhos.blogspot.com


"Fiquei Sabendo

E meu coração virou um pontinho.

Que bom que você está bem. Agora meu coração já é uma vírgula.
Te amo, Lari. E esse não te será negado nunca."

E ela me fez chorar.

Growing

I always wonder why people come to our lives.
Every person that I met until now taught me something. I've grown a lot since I came to this country and I'm learning to realize faster what I want or not.
You came to my life for a reason, you made me see what I don't like about me, but better than this made me start to change. You decided not to be with me during this process, but you helped me start and I'm thankful for that.
I was happy with you, you made me feel beloved. Was fast, but was sincere.
You will forever be in my heart.
Which lesson I learned? I can't just ask for the perfect guy, I need to know what I need to change to be in the same level of my perfect guy.
If we were meant to be? I don't no.. maybe yes, maybe no. Who has the answer? Just the future... just the future.

Things change so fast.

I'll come back with a better post, but I just want to register that I was very very upset 10 minutes ago. Now I'm not anymore.